Racist

Well well well.

We meet again my dear blog. It's been quite some time since my post on Getting Rich. The title of this blog post has nothing to do with me or you. I could only think that title of the story that I was about to tell. The story happened yesterday.

Here goes...

I have a friend who's in the industry and I wanted to consult with him about my resume. Is my resume a yay or nay? He critics my resume and laughed about it. Let's called him F. 

F: I dah go through your resume. Ape ni? Nama kampung sangat la. Hahaha...

Z: Laa. Memang I asal dari kampung. Nak buat camne... Lulz

F: Gambar tu.. Tukar. Cer la pakai kemeja kat dalam blazer tu. Rambut tu ikat.

Z: Tu gambar lama. Gambar I pakai nak bertanding (PRK - Campus Election) 2 years ago. Malas la nak ambik gambar banyak kali. Nanti la I tukar.

F: You nanti nak kerja katner?

Z: Kat KL kot. Nape?

F: Letak la address your aunty kat situ. Kalau you letak address Sarawak kat situ, nanti dia akan tanya "How are you going to work from Sarawak?"

Z: K. Nanti I tukar. Resume ni I pakai untuk pergi intern la. Lagipun I follow dari resume senior I.

F: You buat akaun jobstreet and extract your resume from there. And ni lagi satu, race, letak je la Melayu.

Z: OHH NO NO NO!! NO!! NO!! Ape pun berlaku, I'm not gonna change it to other races. I'm proud being a Melanau. 

F: Oh. I ingatkan you Melayu. You Melanau tulen ke?

Z: Yup. Both of my parents are Melanau.

F: Ok. Nanti I hantar resume I as your reference.

Z: K.

And then the conversation changes to job related and of course, kritik resume gua tak sudah.

It's not like I don't like the Malays or something. And I know that the Malay is the majority race in Malaysia. I have a lot of Malay friends. And I have a lotsa friends from the other races too. We, Malaysians, are living in harmony. We can co-exist with each other regarding our races, religions and which party you crossed during the election.

I am Melanau.
The "lain-lain" when I filled in a form. 

The minority. That made us unique and rare! 

Ciao.

Z: Yes. I don't know how to speak Melanau fluently but I understood if you talk to me in Melanau. 

Fifth Semester Review

The fifth semester almost come to an end. Right now, I'm chasing my deadlines for project presentations. Next week will be full of presentations. Anyway, before the final exam starts, lemme write down all the subjects I took during this sem and how I feels about 'em.

This sem, I enrolled 6 subjects which are :
1. Application Development (AD)
2. Artificial Intelligence (AI)
3. Geometric Modelling (GM)
4. Reading for Specific Purposes (Reading)
5. Real-time Computer Graphics (RT)
6. Theory of Computer Science (TSK)

The total credit for this sem is 18 and AD get the most point. It's 4 hours credit. If I failed my AD, my CGPA will be plunging down into the drain.

For AD, there were no test, quizzes and final exam. However, we need to produce a functional application (app) so that we can get an A.  XD  My group consist of Tamimi, AmiraFarhani, Jia Xin and I. We were developing a mobile app called Hiragana Mobile. It is  a Japanese app that teaches beginner to write the 46 Hiragana characters. We divided our task where Tamimi and Jia Xin is the mastermind behind the coding, Amira will do the documentation and me, as always, the graphic part. The class was 3 hours for a week and we had 2 lecturers to comment/critic/give mark on our app. For almost every week, we need to present our progress to them. It feels like taking FYP though. 

AI ouhh AI. I almost failed this class. From the first week, I didn't understand what I learnt in class. During this whole sem, I only understood the minimax and alpha-beta pruning part. Currently, I also like the final chapter which was about Learning Machine. The rest, I can only pray for the best. We had a lot of quizzes (thanks God for that) and assignments. My group member for the assignment will always be Mira Nazir. Two person per group though. During the last class for AI, our beloved lecturer had given us another final project which must be submitted during study week. Two journal papers in 3-5 pages essay. Gosh. It's an essay. Lemah sa nyawa ku dengar ya.

Aahh. Geometric Modelling. The only subject for this sem that I fully understood, only applied for the theory though. For the source code part, it always been a problem for me from the beginning. For GM, my groupmate are Dayah and Khaledah. I often do the documentation part and the other will try to solve the mystery of the code. Goshhhh.

Reading. Not my choice but there was no other choice. All the other sections were full. Every time the lecturer gave me an article to read, I tend to fall asleep. There were no test and quizzes for this subject. And the class was once a week. And unfortunately, the class starts at 8AM. The ONLY class that starts at 8AM for this sem. -.-

Real-time Computer Graphics. I don't like this subject but it is necessary for us to pass it. WHY? Because it's related to our course and it is fucking hard. The projects given by the lecturer were hard enough for us that we need to burn the midnight oil. We need to learn and refresh back what we learnt in openGL class on last sem. The code for our projects were nowhere to be found in the internet. We're doomed. Our final project, we need to produce a game by using Unity. Doing openGL is hard enough for me, and so as developing game using Unity. From game to doing some research on SIGGRAPH papers. I can't manage my time properly for this subject. Grr.

Last but not least would be TSK. We were from section 6. But, when we started to hear a goss that Dr Toni was teaching in Section 3 & 4, Rawiey, Amy and I went to the admin office and change our section. We do have a history with him. He taught us Software Engineering subject on the previous sem and he gave all of us Aces. At first, I thought this subject is easy. But I underestimate it. It was really hard. I got a B- in my test. Dr Toni asked whoever wanted to re-sit the test, he would inform later. I sat for the re-test and Alhamdulillah, I got A+. I just pray for the best for my project which is about TouchNGo and my final exam which will be held next year. Oh yeah, BTW, my groupmate for this subject were Rawiey, Amy, Yang and I.



Z : Everyday in next week, I'll have my project presentations except on Thursday because it's public holiday.

This is My Hot Problems !

While I was viewing 9GAG, there's a post about a new song which is just like another Rebecca Black's Friday. This BFFs called themselves Double Take with their single Hot Problems. So, I browsed the youtube and found out the music videos. My reaction while I was watching the video was

If you don't believe me, try watching this video once. Then, you'll know it.

TEEHEE!

At the end, this was my reaction.

Z : It's been a long time. Quite busy even though baru dibubarkan semalam.

Happy Valentine's Day

This post has nothing to do with the title. Read it or leave it.

Just what I felt after he dropped the bomb.

And while typing this, I'm in a clear state of mind.

Dear S-II,

Hi. I don't even know how to start this post or facing you after this. After less than a three months relationship, you dropped the break off bomb out of nowhere. You said you never declare but your actions were beg to differ. At first I thought you were joking because you're not gonna dumped me through facebook. But then, when I read through the lines, it sounds serious. I called and called but you never picked up. And yes, I was crying last night and demanded an explaination.

After you explained it to me. It felt like a nightmare to me. A real life one. You said you can't moved on. Did you ever think that it would be easy for moved on too? Hell no. I can moved on but it will takes time. Metaphoric speaking, you were in front of me, holding a gun in your hand and shot me right at my heart in a very close range. It was a through and through. That's how I felt like. Then I realized, there was Set Fire to the Rain song at the background. And for the first time, I understood every lines of that song.

S-II (two), that was the initial I gave it to you in my both phones and every time I wanted to mention you especially in my Google+ and Twitter. I changed your name to S-II so that everyone would wonder who's that lucky guy that succeeded in stealing my heart. Now, I changed it back to the previous one. You'd changed me a bit here and there though. Don't worry, only a few people knew who you really were and the rest will always known you as S-II or him. I'm not gonna tell who you were to the others because I still respect you as a student leader. We both have a reputation to keep, right?


Anyway, I'm very thankful for all the memories. Even though it was short but it's euphoric. Now I know how falling in love felt like. What didchu know, you were my first love. I will always remember the first (and the last) time we karaoke-ing together. I will always remember when we watched Tower Heist, Breaking Dawn and Immortal together. I will always remember how we hang out til early in the morning. And I will always remember that first night out. Damn. Why am I having a good memory in experiences and a bad one while sitting for an exam. 

You dumped me and I replied it back like a boss. I'm not that strong to hold back. So I cried until I fell asleep hoping that in the morning (now) I'm feeling better. Well, it worked. I felt a lil bit better than last night. Remembering everything, I was stupid to let myself falling in love. I don't know where was my brain that time. So, I don't blame wholly on you. But I still blamed you for hurting me after all these months. Well, the next guy who wanna be my boyfriend/hubby, don't blame me for being hard to get. Because this what I used to be.


I locked my heart after my first break up. Nevertheless, I didn't lock it hard enough that you can unlocked it easily. This time, I'm gonna lock it away in a safe. Kalau dah jodoh, tak kemana kan...

Next time, I'm gonna bring along my brain

In forgetting you, I must keep myself really busy. Busier than before til there's no time in thinking about love. And in making myself busy, I'm gonna run as one of the student representative council aka MPM for another term.

I think we are going to meet a lot after this. So let's just be friend and professional.

Forgive I can but Forget I can't.

It's just hard for me though.

Thanks for the memory. I don't love you like I loved you yesterday.

Falling in love for the first time,

Z

Z : It was really hard for me to post something about him while I was in love. But now, it seems so easy. There were some of my previous post about him and I'm not gonna delete it because he was a part of my life. And this blog going to be read if (suddenly) I have an amnesia or for my descendants to read it which indicates that I have an interesting life or when I'm gone.

Agent Hunt Getting Busted, Twice !

It's been a long time since I updated my last entry. I'd been very very very busy with my project and reports that need to be submitted this 2 weeks before the final exam starts.

Even though ICF was wayy over, I really need to focus on my study. Even my post about ICF haven't been upload. I was thinking going to complete that entry after the final exam. 

XD

Anyway, enough with the introduction.

Yesterday was a very hectic day for Brickwork team and that's the name for my System Analyst and Design (SADM; pronounce it as SADAM) & Database (DB) subjects. Cool right! 2 subjects but 1 projects. However, we need to do 2 very different reports. Amy and I did the report until 3AM then came along Rawiey, after she finished her Islam and Current Issue (ICI) report. Again, I expanded my intro. LOL

We finished the report around 4AM then I went out and hang out with him. Here's my story went. I went hang out so that I don't overslept as the expected presentation were supposed around 9AM. My first time getting busted by the Security Officer. LOL. After getting busted, he sent me back. Kompom lepas ni taknak lepak awal pagi lagi da. *konon.

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Went to D07 a.k.a CICT and ready to present our system.

We waited and waited and waited

for almost an hour. I just couldn't sit there and waited any longer. I called my lecturer and asked when can we do the presentation. The best part of his answer was

"You guys can come to my room and present at 12PM"

WTH!

Went to class as usual and luckily today had a 3 hours break. I slept like a baby. If only at the evening we had no presentation. I woke up around 2.30PM and was getting ready for ICI presentation. 2 presentations in 1 day.

After the presentation, went back to my room and continued my beauty sleep. 

XD

You guys might be wondering why the hell Agent Hunt getting busted twice. I just wanna told the whole world that I watched

Mission: Impossible 4

with Rawiey, Aten and Bhem.

The movie was super awesome and I love the Macbook Black. It's rare to see Macbook in Black. I rated this movie 4.8 over 5 stars and a really good stress reliever. 

I think you might be annoyed with this long post and asking when was the second busted and why the hell Agent Hunt getting busted twice?

Actually, there was no relation between the busted part with Agent Hunt. After the movie was over, we all went to Singgah Selalu and took our supper. Thanks to Bhem for paying the foods.

Bla bla bla

We arrived at UTM around 2AM and saw the cones was closing the usual path. Bhem used the other path and we thought we had made a slide from the security check. It feels *like a boss. Alas, here's the second busted started. As we were about to take the corner infront of the MSI hill, the Security Land Rover stopped us. Yeah. It feels like we were the bad guys. Gosh. We were cheering too SOON. The security told us to make a U-turn and scanned our matric card. Damn!

In short, the title of this post was about watching Mission: Impossible 4 and I got busted, twice.

Just nice!

This car is SUPERB and Agent Hunt drove it. Damn~

Z : Even though we need to scan the matric card, but I was satisfied because the international students (IS) were also asked to scan their cards too. Before this, I had received a lotsa complaints from the local students saying that the security let them (IS) slide.  

Reputations

Dear Anonymous-who-went-to-that-room,

What the hell are you thinking going into the room, inserting your pendrive which was full with virus without asking a permission first while the performers were still performs on the stage?

You knew that computer was used for audio at the stage and you still inserting you pendrive at the cpu.

Thanks.

Because of your stupidity which didn't recheck your song at the first place, you had ruined my reputation. I don't know how to face my secretariat later on.

DAMN!

Regards,

Z.

Brokedown

This few days, I had been very emotional. I broke down on last Saturday because I can't take it anymore. Luckily Amy was there to lend her shoulder. 

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I am not a strong girl. I am just an average girl. Only a few people know how much I worked hard for it. I sacrificed lotsa things yet no one can see it.

I don't care if you guys knew my sacrifices or my workdone but I just wanna you guys think that I'm just another human being that has a limit when taking words.

I already tried my best.

A few more days left.

And I can't wait for ICF to be over.

I need my life back, so badly!

Home !

Just a quicky.

I wanna tell the whole wide world that I'm in Sibu.

Yess.

My home sweet home.

Even though on Wednesday I'm going back to UTM but I wanna make use my time at home and how I really need my Girls' Day Out.

Yeahh.

I know. Some of you might said that I'm wasting my money just for a few days holidays.

Walawei!

I'm stressed, thank you.

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I thought that I can get away from all my stuffs in UTM for just a few days. Rest my minds not thinking about the convention that will be held on 10th-13th November and International Cultural Fiesta on 2nd-4th December. 

Both are BIG events!

I couldn't sigh because I chose this path.

Please, for a few days, lemme rest my minds and enjoy my time with my family.

Jangan sampai I OFFkan kedua-dua handphone and deactivate my FB.

Z : Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha~

Blank !

OMAIGODD! I saw this somewhere and I know the answer...

Wait, what was the answer??

DAMNN!

I can't remember.

My brain was in a total blank.

I can't remember a thing.
Fuuuuu Data Struct!!

Just Be Frank !

Firstly, I wanna say SORRY to anyone who were really pissed on me.

I know I messed up BIG time during past few weeks.

My mind is in a mess these few days.

You guys know what, if I did any wrong or annoyed you in what so ever way,

Please OH Please OH Please !!

Just be frank to me.

I really don't like it if i do any wrong and you didn't told me.

You guys told my friend that "I'm this-and-that-and-bla-bla-bla"

and the funny part was

my friend told me about it,

which was more hurtful.

I really hope that, if I DID any wrong,

meet me face-to-face and said that

" Azie, you buat ni salah la! blablabla... "

Yours truly, Z.

Z : Just finished editing the multimedia stuffs for Konvensyen Pemimpin Pelajar IPT 2011. 

A Troll Morning

♩ ♪ ...She's got a smile that it seems to me

Reminds me of of childhood memories

Where everything was as fresh as a bright blue sky...♬ ♭

Press snooze button and back to my la la land again.

After 10 minutes, there was a knock on my door.

"AZIEE, banguun!"

OMG, it was raining cat and dog outside. So cold but still I took my bathe. 

It would be nice if I can continue my sleep. Thinking about class that I need to attend, I became strong-will, took my umbrella out and walked to the nearest bus stop.

After 20 minutes ride in the bus, went to level 5 of FSKSM and ate my breakfast. 

We waited for 30 minutes plus plus. Then, one my peep went to meet the lecturer and asked her about this morning class.

She said, this morning had no class....

The Future of Communication

I was enjoying this video at first. But then, at the end, I just don't like it.

Anyway, I hope you guys enjoying the movie and ignore the last symbol.

*NSF those who are not open-minded.

Hives

Last night, I went to Mas' house for an open house. It was cool though. Because she served Mi Soto. It's been a long time since I ate one. Begedil, yummy!

We went there for a while then off to Skudai Parade because the juniors wanna buy a laptop. We all went there and wandering around in there. Honestly speaking, it was nothing there. After Mirul bought his laptop, we all went to Jusco Tebrau. 

My oh my. What a traffic. We stuck in jam for an hour and half. We cursed at the traffic for an hour and half and didn't know what would cause the traffic. After stuck in the jam, then we knew that there was an accident. 

OMG!

What I saw was there's a man, under the wheel of the trailer. A pool of blood. And I didn't see his head. It was a nightmare for me. Freaking scary though. 

Arrived at Jusco safely. After did a few spagetthi shopping, Rawiey and I went to level 3 to buy some stuffs to put into our room. I bought this cute cube table. And its green. You know how much I love green.

Bought it just to put printer on it. heheh

Rawiey and I met Bhem and the rest at the ground floor. I felt a lil bit itchy at my neck. I asked Rawiey the colour of my neck. She said it's red. I was soo scared. Rushed to the nearest restroom and to my surprised, my neck was really red and my hand started to have something red and itchy. See photos below as I didn't know how to explain it.

The clear view. Both of my wrist were swelling.

Went back to my room and MY OH MY.

My whole body was in red. Dayumm. I felt so scared. I called mama and she said it must be ellergic symptom. I didn't knew what I ate that made me look like that. 

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Luckily, I love to google around and I found out it's real name. It's called HIVES. 

Mama and abah called me this morning to check me out. 

I woke up fine and all the itchy, swelling and redness were gone!

Z : Thankyou Alia for your cream. 

I've been blocked !

GREAT !!

Just great.

Never in my facebook life I've got this message.

It's all because of my fastness in replying my birthday wishes. XD

At first I got the security captcha just like in my previous entry. Then, after a while plus my ignorance of that thingey, I just got myself a 'block ticket' (refer the pic above).

Dayumm!

I can ONLY

update my status,

comment on your wall,

comment on pics,

private message,

press the LIKE button.

sucxx la!

I can't do my favourite thing for a while which 

are comment any status/wall 

and comment in the group community.

Z : My next alternative will be wall2wall. And sorry for any inconvenience guys!

Pissed Off

Walking down the lane with my tired face.
Annoying man : Nak teksi?
Me : Tak (with a soft voice)
Walk some more.
Annoying man : WOI !!
Me : (Ignoring him)
Walk some more.
Annoying man : PERGI MAMPUIH !!
Me : (Dalam hati) FAKK !! 








Z : Grrr...

Not a Virgin !

HomaiGod.

Yesterday, my facebook was officially been 'raped' by someone.

For a year I been keeping it save from anyone especially my coursemate. To my surprise, the person who did it was not my coursemate. It's one of the MPM. Arghh... I thought no one will take a look at my FB when I'm away for a while.

Dayumm!

Next time, never leave your logged in facebook outta sight.

Senarai Tampal

My result just came out but it's not fixed yet.

HOMAIGAWDD !

One word, it

SUCKS !

Z : I had so much fun with Kursus Kepimpinan Jati Diri MPM & JKM 2011  programme but the results . . .

Nekad !

Whoa!

Another post within an hour.

Just wanna express myself.

To all the MTM crew.

The kursus induksi MTM will be postpone to another date and I assure you it will be held in July.

Sangat la terbaek!!

Right now, I'm feeling so helpless.

However, I already happily in Sibu if the course still held in July.

I'll go to that course if they sponsor my return flight SBW - JHB.

Who's going to that course anyway ?

Z : I CAN'T WAIT FOR ESTIJA !!

Squeezing !

HomaiGOD !!

Luckily I have this blog to channel all my feeling inside it.

Damn betol la !

I think I need to change this quote to something better.

From this,

Manusia merancang, Tuhan yang tentukan

to this,

Manusia merancang, ***A yang tentukan.

I knew we, as a human being, can only plan and leave the rest to God. 

But changing the plan last minute is so not my thing. Well, err, at least I got a few back-up plan if I change it last minute. Right?

I planned to watch pirate after check-in but see just
right there. Yup. Up there. On the first day. It stated
there 'an orientation' after check-in. ):

I pity Ain and Afdhal for their hard work and the energy they put into this programme. I understood their fed up too. 

Wanna know why? 

It's all about them (not Afdhal and AIn keyh). If I mention it in here, everyone might agree with me! And I think the tentative for this programme is so out of this world. Look at it! Events start right after Subuh prayer. Who wanna hear a talk EARLY IN THE MORNING? 

NOT ME!

It should be riadah la for morning activity.

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The main thing was, I already plan my date with my coursemates to watch 

How am I going to 'squeeze' my date in this schedule?

But they really like to change the plan last minute. Not just me, but almost all of the students were fed up with them too.

Z : Everything happens have a reason behind it. As for me, I might save some moo-lah. Hurm. . .

The Grand Finale

Howdy bloggies ?

Today, I just finished my paper. Yes. Finally ! 

But why am I feeling so sad ? I saw my neighbouring rooms already packed their stuff and now they are waiting for their parents to fetch them. Am I jealous of them. 

No. Yes.

How I wish I can go back RIGHT this instant because I'm so stressed out with my grand finale paper. It was Web Programming. IT was EFFING hard.

Can you imagine, before this, we did all our quizzes in class either by open book or just copyNpaste the code from the others. And now, we were sitting for the final paper and WRITTING the code into the booklets. How should I know what to write? 


Kemon la. This is web programming bha. Final paper for this subject should be abolish.
Who's agree with me ?


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Now, waiting another an hour to present the final project for Web Programming.

Z : Surprised to see the blogspot transformation.