Future, anyone?

 From 3rd of July and onwards, my status is not penanam anggur terhormat anymore. Yay!! Wanna know why? I've been accepted to Universiti Teknologi Malaysia, UTM for short. It all happened in a very short time (is 2 months counted as short time?). On 18th June, I was on my way to Kuching and during my journey, my friends text me. They told me I'd been accepted to UTM. The most unbelievable part was they knew my IC and matric number. To know about the result, IC and matric numbers were needed and I thought my number was unmemorable. It was so touching that they still remember my number. Well, enough talk about numbers, to cut thing shorts, my course is  

 Bachelor in Computer Science ( Graphic Software and Multimedia). 

In conclusion, I also don't know what this course is about and that's why my feeling is just like all-time Malaysian fav food, the rojak. I don't know the chances to get the job in the future. I don't know the environment over there. Because of so many 'I don't know', most of the time I feel so blur and sometimes had no feeling at all. The no feeling at all is so true and can be prove by my recent accident. The motorcycle hit my car and I just stare at the motorcyclist. I don't cursed him at all (which I should) or asked him to pay the damage he had done (which is just a scratch). To think about that, I think I'm a girl with no feeling. ;p

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There are so many things to be done before I step my other foot into the university lifestyle but before that, I must let myself live the life to the fullest cause I know when I'm in, my nightmare will start all over again. I knew I'd been there and done that but this time is really different. Don't ever mention about my moment in LMC. It was so hell-ish but I really miss my friends there. Now, I'm going to Johore and the person I'll miss is Aishah. During the time in Labuan, we were like belangkas (dah nama BFF, pne mok polah). Wherever I go, she'll go to and I'll be in a really hard moment to adjust my life in UTM. It seems like I'm a lone ranger there. Luckily, there is one girl from  Sibu are taking the same course as I am. Thus, I feel less depressed and the level of nervous just decrease slightly. 

In conclusion, nobody knows about what lies in front of us. We just do the planning and leave to God to do the reality stuff. Still, there's one more stuff to add in. 

UTM, here I come!